ZNZ is someone special in my heart. We started as bestfriends. Never knew that we could ever had a chance in being together, as a couple. Before, things were tough. He had to bear the fact that i have a boyfriend but he survived although the obstacles were too painful. He stayed tho, he was always on stand by mode everytime i need help. Even my cravings are fulfilled by him. And he was only my bestfriend back then. Not to mention, i was always a target for his girlfriend. It was like almost impossible to separate us. 

Everyone knows theres something more between us but it was too complicated. I loved him but it was hard to accept him bcos he is my bestfriend. You know how awkward that is? We lost contact for 3 months because one of my stupid decision. It was hard but then we contacted each other back. He changed alot since then. Things were getting okay again, but then i'm still in doubt. Only after he said that he need to stay away from me and start a new life with his girlfriend-to-be, i realize i cant lose him. He loves me and i love him too, so why not try to be a couple? I try my best to love him more as a friend, and guess what? I fell in love with him! 

The journey to this stage is not easy. We've been friends for like what, 3 years, before we even start this relationship? But recently things have been different. Our world are different now. We are going through adulthood. There were ups and downs every single day. Life is changing and it gets tougher and tougher. We need to adapt to these changes. Only Allah knows how much mistakes that we did along the way. But in any circumstances, i know i have you. And you have me too. 

So promise me baby. Promise that you would never give up on us?

May Allah grant us health, wealth and happiness, strength to fight the challanges and also guidance towards jannah. Amin.